I Want To Kill You First Then Take Your Name

I have had a lot of free time lately.

So much free time.

Unwanted really.

I have watched movies.  Read books.  Cleaned.  I have made a few things.

I have even went "jogging"  (I can very loosely use this word to describe what I do).

It's nice.  Quiet.

and

Maddening.

One movie I watched a few days ago was "The Romantics", it was an alright movie.  There was a song by Lorene Scafario called We Can't Be Friends in the movie and I can't stop listening to it. I immediately looked it up when I was at a cafe with the internet (it sounds like me and the internet are friends and just hanging out and having a few laughs).

All in all.  Having free time is a curse and a blessing.

Give me some work to do already.

This song doesn't really 'fit' where I am right now.

But Hell, when I sing it you wouldn't know

I wanna pick you up, I don't care what time
I wanna drive real fast to some place in town;
I wanna stress you out;
I wanna make things hard;
I wanna take your hand;
I wanna leave this bar;
I wanna wake you up on a driving train
that led it's tracks down inside my brain

I wanna hear your band;
I wanna give it advice;
I wanna meet your girlfriend, she sounds nice;
I wanna take you home;
I wanna feel my age;
I wanna freak you out on a different stage;
I wanna show my teeth;
I wanna keep you fed;
I wanna get you drunk and let it go to your head

so i guess this means we can't be friends

I wanna be unique;
I wanna be your kind;
I wanna make you hate me then change your mind;
I wanna wear a skirt;
I wanna make mistakes;
I wanna kill you first then take your name;
I wanna tear you apart;
I wanna make your bed;
I wanna break your heart;
I wanna break your head

so i guess this means we can't be friends